haha. it's been almost 3 weeks na pa lang wala akong post dito. maybe it's because ang gloomy kasi ng blog ko na pag vinview ko siya tinatamad na ko mag-update. maiba nga yung skin. haha. :)

2nd term in la salle is finally over! well, at least for me. i only had two finals kasi, comcalc and oblicon. nagsabay pa sa first day, which was yesterday. so now, liwaliw time na lang ako. browse ng internet, text all day, pig out (kahit wala masyado pagkain dito sa bahay haha), magyaya ng friends umalis, wait for christmas parties (SBC, DO and block! yaaaay!) and my favorite, MATULOG. whooo.

tapos ang saya pa kasi this christmas season '06 ako pinakamaraming pera. haha. fulfilling pala na you saved up during the year and now dodoblehin ng nanay mo yung naipon mo. haha. :p masaya i-continue, it makes you restrain yourself, lalo na pag ang dami mo nakikita sa mall, yaya ng yaya si pat mag-quiapo, kumain sa masasarap na resto, at most of all, multiply online shopping! waaah! *weakness* haha.

this just suddenly popped out of my mind habang nag-iisip ng mattype dito sa blog. hehe. i remembered my dynamic duo friend ching na may napakagandang polka dotted bag and green cute cute doll shoes (na i wished heels na lang siya haha) ay nagsend sakin ng text about symptoms of zero love life. nakakatawa siya pero minsan parang totoo.

1. MAHILIG KUMAIN.

2. SANAY SA OUTINGS.

3. TULOG NG TULOG.

4. TV/COMPUTER ADDICT.

5. DAYDREAMING LAGI.

6. TUMATABA.

(check, check, check, check, check, ekis! kelan ba ko tumaba?! haha)

and all other quotes and text messages about love life came flowing in. yan ang napapala mo pag alam ng friends mo kung ano nangyari sayo. haha. pero kahit those quotes and text messages sometimes makes me remember ulit yung mga hindi na dapat naaalala kasi hindi naman masyado nakakatulong (hala bitter. hindee. ok na ko eh :p), part of me still feels thankful kasi it just goes to show that my friends are always there for me. tulad lang nung november 27, hindi ako umuwi after school kasi sa sobrang depressed tinakbuhan ko ang aking gorgeous bestfriends na si rach and pat. :) first time they saw me cry. haha fallen choleric ba ito? :p

pero, he was civil enough to talk to me and continue on with our relationship as friends. salamat porji. yung bayad ko sa essay ha. bwahahah. :p

siguro kaya rin hindi ako nakakapagblog during the past weeks kasi wala naman akong ibang makkwento kasi my mind and heart were greatly focused on what happened to me. tapos hindi ko pa ma-blog kasi everytime i try to start, i just can't finish it. hebigat pa ng feeling eh. so many mistakes were made, but those were lessons to learn. to those people who know me very well, alam nila na i tend to not come out in the open unless na lang pinalipas ko na yung panahon or napag-isipan ko na siya. hindi ako masyadong nagbblog ng emotional etceteras na spur of the moment. kaya ngayon lang ako nagbblog about this after one month. haha.

sa mga hindi nakakaalam na friends, try niyo na lang maka-relate sakin. (get a hint from the symptoms of zero love life *winkwink*) haha. or ask me about it, i'm more ready to speak up now coz i've learned to let go now. :)

yeaaah! christmas naaaaa. X)