TWISTED SUNSHINE

"Maybe there's no such thing as the perfect person for us. No one is fit to make us whole. But do we have to be? All we need is someone not perfect, BUT MAKES PERFECT SENSE TO US.." ♥

THE DREAMER.

jOn. 18. Christian. SBCer. St.Scho. DLSU. Paragon. Pink. Green. Paranoid. Obssesive-Compulsive. Choleric-Melancholic. Depression-Prone. Vulnerable Yet Still Standing. Nine. Extro-introvert. Dreamer. Lover. Toffee Nut Latte. Chocolates. Flowers. Vacations. Friends. Laughs. Love. Life. ♥♥♥

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1. White chunky funky watch

2. P300 worth of globe load (hehe)
3. White musk perfume from Bodyshop

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Friday, July 28, 2006

locate!!!

YOYOYO CHECK DIZ AWT! find your house! I ALREADY FOUND OURS! wahaha ang saya! this is better than any online game pramis! wahahaha. :D

CLICK KA DITO PARA MADAMA MO ANG ADVENTURE. :D

gudlak! haha. ;)

splat!

my brain's overoverused today. hahaha. most of me sentences is already not coherent. me replace some words for other words. me having a hard time thinking of what the white liquid ballpen eraser was called. ah! liquid paper. *_*

diz bekoz of engltwo. ching and me has to pass a 5-page paper about e-commerce. then us had a problem bekoz most of the respondents of our survey isn't replied yet at our emails. hayayay. ching was pitied upon by us bekoz she doesn't eaten lunch. we spent almost 3 hours revising the outline, bibliography, and making the first draft itself. but girl powers know the art of grace under pressure. we were haggard-looking, but still beeeyuutipul. :)

we were just in time able to pass our paper. yehey.

eating time! ching eat ham&cheese sandwich; jon eat beef jamaican pattie and big chill strawberry&kiwi. i seems to be hungrier than ching! hahaha.

er. talk about poor grammar. boo.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

life's greatest pleasures. :)

i was tagged by ariane. :)

instructions: Name ten (10) of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten (10) people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

i'll do mine 10 to 1.

10. sleeping and being batugan during rainy days. parang..ngayon? :)

9. overhearing people saying good things about me or my friends.

8. eyecontact/bonding from a crush. ;)

7. makapuno ng piggy bank (kasi di pa ko nakakapuno wahaha).

6. isaw. haha.

5. mga walang pasok days woohoo!

4. blooming days like maganda ang hair ko or hindi ako namumutla for the day wahahah.

3. getting the leftmost front row seat sa fx. dun pinaka-comfortable eh. hehe.

2. makachika si mamang driver or manang tindera habang nagttravel/nakatambay.

1. sabunutan si lj. totoo. hahaha. :D

i taaaaag..CHING! CLA! JELINE! MAE! MARIAN! NORMI! PAT! RHIZA! ROVY! XARIS! ay girl power ito ha! hehehe. :D

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

term breaaaak!

4 weeks to go before our sem break! wahaha. excited ang layo pa eh. :p

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

love. anubato!

35 minutes more to go, and it would be, what they say, the "witches' hour". and here i am, still up and thinking. thinking deeply, mind you. i needed to distract myself from all the confusion so i decided to bloghop, and there i came across an entry from silverlining which, instead of helping me feel bored and sleepy, made me think. MORE. kaineees.

entitled TIMES LIKE THESE (kung sino man author nito among all the contributors in silverlining, pahiram ng entry) :)

"Now there comes a time in a girl's life when she finds herself wishing that someone will just come to her rescue and tell her that it's okay not to be tough.

That she doesn't have to protect herself from getting hurt anymore because he's already there to protect her.

That she doesn't have to worry about getting her heart broken again because he'll do whatever it takes not to let it happen."

and that time is now. *tagos sa puso*. every girl wants somebody who'll make her feel secure. as in yung kahit ano pang gawin mo kahit paalisin mo na siya at tulakin mo na siya palayo sayo, he'll still not give up on you. someone who has super duper mega over patience. someone who can be tough at the same time gentle. someone who knows when to treat a girl as his buddy, kabarkada, sister, or just simply, a girl. hay. melancholic side, coming up! depression-prone na ata ako! haay. and just minutes before typing all these, jv, who still manages to chat at this time with someone who's just so pessimistic right now, asked a rather interesting question: "anong magandang gawin pag umuulan?" which to my reply was, "maging senti" and "masarap umiyak pag umuulan". yeah right. tama ba yung nasagot ko?

whatever.

Friday, July 21, 2006

rage

ms. mitzie conchada (my supposedly most patient prof this term), our economics prof, lost her temper. freaky. as in freaky. she had been enduring the noise of the class (specifically the boys behind me and ching) for half a term already. but she didn't tolerate the noise anymore. galit na galit kamusta naman. you know how super patient teachers are when they get mad right? yung tipong di ka na makakagalaw kahit alam mong wala ka namang kasalanan at iba yung kagalit niya. it was just plain surprising that she can get mad that way. she was pounding the board when pointing at the things she wanted to show us, sabay ang diin ng sulat ng chalk. very obvious na galit na galit na sha.

on the other hand, i was also happy (haha ang sama) na nagalit na rin siya finally. those guys just don't know when to stop. grabe as in sobrang distracting sila. alam niyo yung si ms. mitzie tatahimik while discussing then she'll look at the guys as warning? tatahimik naman din yung guys. but the MOMENT ms. mitzie took her eyes off the guys, magsasalita na naman sila. as in hindi man lang after 10 seconds makipagdaldalan ulit. talagang THE MOMENT MS. MITZIE TALKS AGAIN. grr. it is so irritating lalo na if the most madaldal of them all is behind you. grabe.

at this moment i don't believe in compassion. kelangan sometimes we should be a just society (haha TAPAT). those guys deserve their punishment and humilitation. sumobra na sila eh. now they'd be reporting on monday with colored printout of graphs of the things discussed today. at SANA tumahimik na sila starting next week. :D

Monday, July 17, 2006

just because of TQM

just because of TQM (total quality management), we were humiliated. argh. our group (me, mikkel, alex, grace, gerd, neil and ching) had an oral report for our humabeh subject. and yes, in front of 3rd year students, we were kind of..scolded.

we were supposed to report on the applications of the concepts we have studied in class in line with the two companies we studied. we were supposed to determine which concepts were applied to the two companies.

a group from the class already commented that our report was okay. sabe pa niya "actually, malinaw yung report eh. sobrang okay." so we were kind of relieved that some people appreciated our report. BUT. being the meticulous and OC person that she is, our prof suddenly had the negative adrenalin rush. she actually noticed ONE concept which she think should not be included in the report. ONE CONCEPT. my gally. why not take that lightly? grr. she was all defensive with one eyebrow raised while explaining that our chosen companies don't actually use the TQM. heck how did she know that those companies don't use TQM anyway? does she know the companies' operations? grr. then she keeps on telling us that the things such as TQM and the others are her expertise; she previously did a research about those. kami pa nasisi, that's what the companies told us. she was kind of implying pa na we're misrepresenting the companies and we could be sued for that. what? maybe we just misinterpreted the concept. sorry na mali na. i was just pissed off that she was so focused on that mistake; it was like she disregarded the whole report just because of THAT mistake. ms. edralin, just let that go, please. thank you.

hay. good thing our classmates where 3rd year students. mahirap na kung batchmates. hehe. smile na jon :)

FRISSON

i've been infected by..FRISSON. yes, frisson. read meg cabot's all-american girl if you want to know what i'm talking about. waah.

it's one of the funniest-exciting feelings, yet it gives you the most confusion. hay. frisson can be felt with other people involved. hindi ka pwede maka-experience nun kung ikaw lang mag-isa. yet you don't experience it with everyone. basta, basta. hay.

ayyy. sobra. please lang tanggalin niyo 'tooo. no one knows who am i referring to, gusto ko lang maglabas ng tuwa-asar-lungkot-kawalan ng pag-asa-pero babalik ulit.

malabo ako ngayon. wag niyo ko kausapin wala ako masasagot. hahaha.

Friday, July 14, 2006

raindrops

as i was taking my monday-wednesday-friday walk after going down the dlsu-pque fx which i always ride, sudden reflections and realizations occupied my mind. i was worried that the rain might not allow me to take my walk going home; nevertheless, i still decided to walk, whether it rains or not.

while walking, soft raindrops began pouring down my face. alone and in a thankful mode, i began seeing the raindrops as god's way of reminding me of how he showers me blessings every single day. blessings such as having a god-fearing family, supportive friends, studying in a nice university, living each day without worrying on where to get my next meal. blessings like these. and then there are those little blessings. a smile and a hug from your sunday school student, overhearing people saying good things about you, eyecontact from a crush (yes, i consider that a blessing), realizing that your family saved a big pizza slice for you to eat later while you're on a gimmick with friends. so little these blessings are that sometimes we tend to take them for granted, but if you think about it, these are the very things which give us reasons to move on with our lives despite the problems we experience once in a while.

blessings.

it's like the raindrops were god's way to let me feel him. it's like a father holding his child's face; appreciating what his child has become all the years he has been guiding her.

and the lord makes sure that we get a little bit of everything; he doesn't give big chunks every once in a blue moon, but small, bite-sized pieces everyday. so that we, our children, don't have the reason to complain of not receiving something in a day. ang talino talaga ni lord. :)

haaay. the wonders of god. ang galing.

i reached home with a rain-drenched face, but with a happiness-filled soul.

now i'll never look at rainy days the same way again. :)

overspending.

i overspent AGAIN. graaarh. broke na naman ang lola nyo. hehe. di ko alam, pero i always have the urge to OC my expenses each week, but the more i do it, the more i spend more. so will i keep track of my expenses or not? ayayay.

anyway. i've already watched pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest! whoopee. now may karapatan na ko magyabang. bwahaha. dahil hindi ko napanood ang superman, bawi sa pirates! i watched the movie together with my blockmates ching and james last wednesday, nung opening nung movie. whoopee. AND. we watched at festival mall. when our classes were suspended due to the violent florita, may gana pa kaming manood ng movie, at sa festival mall pa! bwahaha. we spent 2 hours sa jeep from bicutan to alabang! grabe ang sakit sa pwet nakakainip sobra! haha. haay if you just knew kung ano napagdaanan namin just to reach festival mall and go home after watching the movie, pramis maaawa keo samin. hahah. tipong our clothes were soaking wet (take note: hanggang underwear basa!) dahil sa sobrang lakas nung ulan! at bumaliktad pa ung umbrella ni james hahaha. all those for jack sparrow! no, it's CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW! :) *cheers for the hottie johnny depp* i heart you johnny depp!

while having adventure last wednesday, i learned that..

* never, ever, EVER commute to a faraway mall when you can go to somewhere nearer, kahit na para kay johnny depp pa yan. erp. :

* plato wraps' chunky chicken with pesto wrap is oh-so-gooood. :)

* festival mall has very spacious wardrobe stores, unlike in glorietta where their apparel is very limited.

* there are sosyal jeeps all over the philippines: garbage cans which say "put your kalat". bwahaha.

* raincoats your mom and dad bought for you which you never tried yet which you think is kind of childish and nerdy, can actually highlight and beautify your wardrobe. and, these are very protective during typhoons. :)

* during strong rainy days, taxi drivers take advantage of the weather by negotiating for a P500 fare.

* nevertheless, there are still good taxi drivers who try to help you out. :)

* there exists a beerhouse in las pinas with the name LIVE HOUSE: don't tell mama. bwahahaha. :D

* florita is just plain merciless.

* gimmick-ing with your close friends on a rainy day with lots of adventure is pure bliss. :)

yay for rainy days. nakaligo na rin ako sa ulan sa wakas. :D

Friday, July 07, 2006

disorganized.

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

ang daldal ko

wow. and i still have the nerve to blog.

thursday, friday, saturday. 3 days of ultra-hecticity, if there is even such a word. accounting midterm exam. business case. accounting exercises. economics quiz. engltwo notecards. DO screening. relstri community service. look for sponsors. i can't wait for midterms to end. it's just in DLSU's nature to shatter students and leave them in a state of shock and distress during the midterms week. hay. but i love my school. :) i love the color, i love the campus, and of course, i love the people. it is where you see students who love their alma mater. just look at the uaap games. and not to mention, this is where you see students who despite their busy schedule, could still come up with really cool activities regularly. and take note, kahit wala kami sa uaap this season, we still have a pep rally. beat that. mahal lang namin ang la salle. :p

movies. i am in deep craving for watching movies. but i just can't at the moment. i wasn't able to watch lakehouse (read: pahiram ng DVD!) and i am really hoping that i could watch superman. i've heard that superman's character is closely similar to jesus christ's. naintriga naman ako and i've got to watch that movie! pirates of the carribean is up next! i promise i'll drown myself with movies after the midterm week dahil nilulunod ko na ang sarili ko sa starbucks! gah. temptation. :|

cals suntay. wala lang. hehe. i want to know hiiiim. before he graduates! oi sa mga kilala sha, wag maingay ha! bwahaha.

vtr, work work work. anu baaaa lagi na lang hindi natatapat sa nice time para sa vtr! i want to go there badly as in now na! but but..maybe next week promise! haven't completed (or even started!) my resume yet! i need my sister. anlabo di ko alam kung pano ko gagawin yun. hehe. i want moolah because i have many dreams in life. bwahaha. and i want to give my loved ones unexpected gifts! gifts lang to show my appreciation and love for them. ate riz sana kasingyaman na rin kita bwahaha :)

learning for the day: don't dare eating tj hotdog on a bun and sago't gulaman 5 minutes before your next class starts, nakaka-wa poise! lamon all the way. :D

Monday, July 03, 2006

kajologan

"ganun pala kuya albert 'no, akala ko kapag nahanap mo na yung true love mo, para ka nang princess, yung hindi ka na masasaktan at masaya ka na lang lagi." - jennylyn in i love new york

grr. ang baduuuy talaga! so teeny-bopperish the show! well, i admittedly wanted the show for about the first few weeks since it started, pero habang tumatagal, argh! the plot's getting less tolerable! so whenever the tv's on gma after majika (w/c i definitely watch dahil kay fafa dennis bwahaha), nanonood lang ako when jolina and marvin agustin's part's on na. kasi sila comedy, not like jennylyn and mark na nakakataas-balahibo sila in a yucky kind of way! haaay! nwei, forgive me jennylyn and mark fans, i'm just not a fanatic. grrr talaga.

and oh, i learned that i am 42% masculine. waaaay masculine-er than most girls. so even if i got the oh-so-girly look, i'm not really what i seem to be. ;) check the quiz out, it was fun. :)

bright side

and let us always remember:

"as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. you will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. you'll fight with your best friend. you'll blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing to fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. so smile and be happy every chance you get."

amen. :)