35 minutes more to go, and it would be, what they say, the "witches' hour". and here i am, still up and thinking. thinking deeply, mind you. i needed to distract myself from all the confusion so i decided to bloghop, and there i came across an entry from silverlining which, instead of helping me feel bored and sleepy, made me think. MORE. kaineees.

entitled TIMES LIKE THESE (kung sino man author nito among all the contributors in silverlining, pahiram ng entry) :)

"Now there comes a time in a girl's life when she finds herself wishing that someone will just come to her rescue and tell her that it's okay not to be tough.

That she doesn't have to protect herself from getting hurt anymore because he's already there to protect her.

That she doesn't have to worry about getting her heart broken again because he'll do whatever it takes not to let it happen."

and that time is now. *tagos sa puso*. every girl wants somebody who'll make her feel secure. as in yung kahit ano pang gawin mo kahit paalisin mo na siya at tulakin mo na siya palayo sayo, he'll still not give up on you. someone who has super duper mega over patience. someone who can be tough at the same time gentle. someone who knows when to treat a girl as his buddy, kabarkada, sister, or just simply, a girl. hay. melancholic side, coming up! depression-prone na ata ako! haay. and just minutes before typing all these, jv, who still manages to chat at this time with someone who's just so pessimistic right now, asked a rather interesting question: "anong magandang gawin pag umuulan?" which to my reply was, "maging senti" and "masarap umiyak pag umuulan". yeah right. tama ba yung nasagot ko?

whatever.