cool. i survived the first day of the year 2007.

haha. why shouldn't i? all i did was sleep anyway. but i still enjoyed the day. sleeping is looove. :) woke up at 11:30 am, ate a bit, watched a bit, then slept again at 2 pm. my mom woke me up at 4:30, then got ready. we visited our parents' wedding ninang, ninang during. then had dinner outside. yun lang. the end.

pfft. feeling nyo ganon lang ako magblog? nah.

my last post was december 24 pa, forgive me because since christmas my family and i were always out. yes, out. ang saya. i love outings. uhmm..maybe because? i'm single again? haha. (go back to the symptoms of zero love life.) haha pinanindigan. :p bat ba? this is my blog. :p

there's so many things i want to blog about. i want to have a year-ender (starter na nga eh) entry, i want to tell stories about my outings, i also want to blog about how i am now. i dunno where to start. so pardon me if i'd be blogging very incoherently.

summary of my outings: (ganito na lang para hindi sumobrang haba yung entry haha)

* december 25 - cabuyao, laguna. spent christmas at my mom's province. had a mini-reunion with relatives. laughtrip while watching wowowee. camwhore with my siblings. basically, it was a lazy afternoon. hehe. but twas lovely, since it was christmas. :)

* december 26-28 - baguio. woohoo my long-awaited vacation. our family went with 3 other families from church. rest and recreation. had fun eating large and sweet mais and shopping for emo glasses! (haha i have 3 pairs, and my sister has 2) baguio december climate was super! nangangatog kami sa lamig sa umaga at gabi. for a while i thought of not leaving the place, coz it was there where i was able to temporarily detach myself from my problem/s, sanctuary talaga ang baguio. iloveit. :)

* december 30 - attended cathy's debut! yay after all my worries regarding transpo, nakapunta pa rin ako. haha. had so much fun even if the party was just simple. i missed cathy and reg so much! yeah, i saw HIM there, but we were able to "talk" nang maayos. pero there's still that great pain inside of me. pfft. i also missed justin, philip and jp!

* december 31 - baliuag, bulacan. spent new year's eve at my dad's province. oh but before that, we attended our church's quaker service. parang year-ender service lang. puro testimonies from the members about the highlights of their year 2006. i was really blessed that day. surprise surprise din, i was made to talk in front. pfft. pat kasi. pigil na pigil na nga ako sa pag-iyak nun eh, sumabog din when i was made to talk in front. haha. haay. but it was just so fulfilling to cry my heart out to the lord. walang kasingsarap. :) foodtrip din kami sa bulacan, lagi naman sagana sa pagkain dun. hehe. twas also nice to see my lola still happy and cheerful, and strong, despite her 90-year old age. nakakaaliw talaga. nakakausap pa nang maayos. :)

ayan that's the list! ang sayasaya talaga ng lumalabas. hindi masyadong nag-iisip ng mga emotional etceteras. ang hirap kasi nung gising ka sa gabi and you just think of things which make you sad lang naman. well, may advantage din naman yun pero..yun. haha. good thing i have insomniac textmates who are there for me whenever i feel like ranting my complaints. and of course, my forever-available brother, lover, friend, dad, my lord. :)

this year (yes, i mean 2007) i haven't thought of any new year's resolutions. i duno. i'm just not fond of it kasi mga hanggang 1-2 weeks lang ako, bibigay na. hehe. but i just thought of one this morning, that is, to regain my sanguine-ness back! i used to be a choleric-sanguine, but now i'm choleric-melancholic. i duno if yung pag-take ko nung personality test yung reason kung bakit naging iyakin year ko ang 2006. pinanindigan ko ata masyado yung results. hahaha. i just missed being sanguine, being able to smile genuinely in the midst of problems. i've been very depressed-prone lately. hehe. that's why it's just so good that god created new years so that it'd be much easier for people to move on, or to change whatever it is that needs to be changed. sabi nga ni pat nung magkatext kami, "there'd be an excuse to start all over again." and boy, she's right. :)

i'm still in the middle of experiencing pain, but i'm taking it one step at a time. it may be really hard, but i know my friends and my family will always be there for me. in fact, if not for this situation that i am in right now, i wouldn't be able to realize how loved i am. grabe. as in tipong yung mga taong cold sakin dati or yung hindi ako masyadong pinapansin ay concerned pala sakin and nakiki-update sa buhay ko. haha. thanks for the comfort guys. i love you so much. :)

this is just the first day. i WILL make it throught the 364 more to come. :)