besides christmas season, THIS is the break-up season.

haha. it was just weird that i experienced one just more than a month ago, my friend experienced it a month ago, a friend is experiencing it right now, and to make things even better, we heard this girl in school (kasi nasa washroom kami ni ching, this was after our comcalc finals nung monday) saying that "break-up season" daw ngayon. haha. ang kulit.

napaisip tuloy ako.

is it really possible that god's designing "seasons" such as these? hehe. ang kulit lang, sabay-sabay. was it really his purpose to make so many people learn all at the same time? pwede, di ba? for instance, may makakaintindi sa friend ko who's also a victim of this dreadful season, ako. we could help each other, and keep on reminding each other that only a part of our life is taken away, and we still have ourselves and god to pick all the pieces up and start all over again. to have a clean slate. that we are more pure than ever. that we already have the capacity to know what to avoid and when to avoid. that we are more armed (and fabulous!) and ready than before for the things in store for us.

there goes my melancholic side. i'm still not sleepy kasi, and what i do during these times is to think. think about any possible thing that can be thought of. wala lang. it's just fun sometimes that you get to think of some things that normally most people won't have time to think about. or think about what's been happening to your life, like ako i often think about if this or that is/was the right decision. it's like most of the time i evaluate myself. and mostly this happens inside my room. hehe. that's why sometimes i tend to over-think things. na parang pag may nasabi ako sa isang friend, he/she will just comment "jOn, naisip mo pa yun?!" or "ok ka lang? wala nang nakakapansin nun!" haha. i'm just so in touch with my inner side whenever i am alone. like now, everybody in the house is already in their rooms, handa nang matulog (except for my ate of course, who's having her gig with her band someplace..haha).

nako, i'm being over-reflective here ha. hehe. ewan ko ba, memories just came rushing in. yung happy memories na mapapangiti ka na lang talaga kasi those were memories which are really unforgettable, na kasalanan pag nakalimutan mo. it makes me miss IT tuloy, but not in a negative kind of way kasi as i've said in my previous post, i've learned to let go. pero wag niyo muna ako ihaharap sa kanila nang magkasama. bwahehe. i'm not that strong okay, mga 3 years after na lang. haha. :p

tomorrow na DO christmas party! i hope everything goes well, hindi lang sa program per se, but dun sa mga taong makakausap ko (if you know what i mean..hehe). i just hope that i won't be too distracted and sana ma-enjoy ko yung party :D ok, wag na kayo mag-comment about dito. lalo ka na ching, ate joy, pat, at mom. hahaha. beh. satin na lang yun.

namimiss ko na fishballs ni manong sa may st.schooo. yayain kita, sama ka? :)